Yes, we are two weeks (and a day) from the day we have been planning for years. Don't get me wrong - things are busy, very busy - but I don't feel like I am running around with my hair falling out or being too stressed to function. I think I am more stressed about work than anything else. I wake up in the middle of the night with anxiety over work decisions, but I haven't had any wedding nightmares, dreams, or anything of the like yet.
Zack and I have been together since 18. At this point, we have been operating as 1 since I finished undergrad. This wedding seems almost like a celebration of the past as much as a starting point for the future ahead. I am not getting cold feet. If anyone should have cold feet, it should be Zack. I am a pain and a half to deal with. If you have ever spent a weekend with me, you'll know that I am trying to put your shoes away before you take them off.
Babe - If I forget to tell you in the years to come, thanks for putting up with me. (I also apologize for continuously breaking the wedding budget).
So, for the next two weeks, I am going to TRY to release control and let the people we have entrusted to make this day one big party do their job. Plus, I am going to look forward to a honeymoon in paradise.
Oh, if anyone has a suggestion for a rehearsal dinner dress, send it my way.
xoxo,
Rachel
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first off.. your wedding plans sound amazing! Im sure it will all turn out perfectly, even with all the stress leading up to it!
ReplyDeletei wanted to email you about moving from the city to the country but couldn't find a contact email for you... moving from the city to the wide open country might be in my near future as well and i wanted to get your thoughts on it!!!
thanks!! -lane