Yes, we are two weeks (and a day) from the day we have been planning for years. Don't get me wrong - things are busy, very busy - but I don't feel like I am running around with my hair falling out or being too stressed to function. I think I am more stressed about work than anything else. I wake up in the middle of the night with anxiety over work decisions, but I haven't had any wedding nightmares, dreams, or anything of the like yet.
Zack and I have been together since 18. At this point, we have been operating as 1 since I finished undergrad. This wedding seems almost like a celebration of the past as much as a starting point for the future ahead. I am not getting cold feet. If anyone should have cold feet, it should be Zack. I am a pain and a half to deal with. If you have ever spent a weekend with me, you'll know that I am trying to put your shoes away before you take them off.
Babe - If I forget to tell you in the years to come, thanks for putting up with me. (I also apologize for continuously breaking the wedding budget).
So, for the next two weeks, I am going to TRY to release control and let the people we have entrusted to make this day one big party do their job. Plus, I am going to look forward to a honeymoon in paradise.
Oh, if anyone has a suggestion for a rehearsal dinner dress, send it my way.